|Princess Louise..... this is a book in progress|
I did not expect to find myself alone again at this point in my life but life is full of twists and turns and I have had my share of them. He left one Saturday night and he never came back. I know he is sick but it seems all very strange. There must be a reason I tell myself to be living this surreal situation and if I can just remain in control of it all, I will find out at some point later in life.
Things will fall into place as my Mom used to say but for now I am just trying to survive. No one really knows what another goes through, No one knows their thoughts and worries and the reasons they do what they have to do. Yet they do judge though and some do it with pleasure to fill the the empty spaces in their own lives. No wonder I understand women so well... I am my own walking textbook.
Okay I will continue the Annie Wright story but just not tonight for I am feeling a little bit too close to tears. The healing process takes time. I must not be too hard on myself... time will heal me once again.